Back When She Was Beautiful: Part One
She was beautiful once. It was a long time ago. Before she sold her soul to the monster. The devil. It was back when her eyes sparkled with life and love. Before the light burnt out and the life was stolen from her. Stolen and given away to the pills. To the needle. To the tin foil and the pipes. To the street. She once strove for thinness, cursed with curves. But now she's too skinny. All ribs, gaunt, hollow face. Her porcelain skin once glowing, now pale and marked. The scars she sliced into her arm now match the scars on her heart and soul. Cuts that sliced deeply inside and out. The needle she's become a slave to punctures her skin, piercing her veins, leaving track marks down her neck. Down her mind. A complexion once clear is marked with blemishes, imperfections. Dark circles rim her dead eyes. Her forever exhaustion written clearly on her once flawless face. She thought dope would make her more stunning, perfect. She was wrong when she thought it would give her everything, back when she was beautiful.
Beautiful :) You're very talented!
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Thank-you!
DeleteStill beautiful now! Xx
ReplyDeleteThanks!
DeleteI can relate to every word
ReplyDeleteDown to the track marks on your neck
All the veins in my arms collapsed
So I had to go in my neck
That right there was the beginning of my rock bottom
You are doing so well hun
You are an inspiration x
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Same here, as soon as I was letting people stick needles in my neck, it was the start of my bottom. Surprisingly I sank even lower, but it was a low, low moment for me.
DeleteThanks so much though!!